need to unwind....

I'm sorry. I don't know what to write about. The truth is that I'm still worried about my friend. I haven't heard anything from her and she's not the kind of girl that would just avoid me.

Now, I'm sure she's physically doing fine. But, you have to understand, this is a woman that means a lot to me.

See, there are women that I couldn't care less about. Take, for instance, the girl one of my friends just broke up with. She's a nut case. I don't care what's going on in her life.

But you see, my friend on the east coast is entirely different. She's a wonderful friend. She's kind, understanding, peaceful, encouraging. All the stuff I tend not to be. This is the one girl that I've ever had a crush on and the feeling was mutual. She is one of few people that I could talk to until I lose my voice. She is one of the people I would gladly die for.

These past few days have been emotionally brutal. I just wish I knew what was going on. I wish I could help.

I'm not completely exhausted. I'll post something more entertaining later...

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Rob Dougan - I'm Not Driving Anymore