Distraught

Well, I had a few ideas about what I would post tonight. None of them feel like acceptable subject matter at the moment.

You see, I had a chat with a friend of mine today. This is a woman who is always rather optimistic and pretty darned cheerful. You know, the glass is half-full and all that. Unfortunately, she didn't seem to be that person today.

She didn't give me a whole bunch of details about what's going on. That certainly bothers me. But the worst part about it is that she lives, well, on the east coast. And that means that I can't be there to help in the least.

Sorry, this is a somewhat somber and melancholy post. But, there isn't much else that I can think about. It's frustrating. I tried to go to bed. I tried to get some rest. I tried to think about the fact that there are other things to consider, like the fact that my mother is going into surgery tomorrow. BUT NONE OF THAT SEEMS TO WORK!

ARRRRGGGGG! What in the h*** am I supposed to do?!?! I feel so useless, so frustratingly inept. I hate this. I hate not being able to help. I hate having to sit here and just watch!

I apologize, this is certainly not something I'm really expecting any replies to. I just desparately needed to get this out of my system...

Lord, be with her. Please, be with her.

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