Monday, May 02, 2005

all in a days work

it's very odd. i'm beginning to get very frustrated with my job.

it's not that it's hard or that it stresses me out. it's not the people i work with.

it's just odd. i can stand sitting at a desk with nothing to do anymore. i can't stand being bored. it leaves me so lifeless and dead. so very depressed.

once i get home, there are things i need to do. cook, homework, work out... but i can't bring myself to do them. it takes all the will power i have to just get out and jog around a bit.

i can't do this. i can't spend an entire summer like this.

it drains me too much...

2 comments:

r.fuel said...

So whatcha gonna do?

Joe Fuel said...

yeah, i do know that. but i'm not sure what i'll be doing to fix it...

my boss has suggested some lesser draining projects for me to do over the summer.

we'll see.